I love her!

Shia, I love ♥

SHIT
I LOVE YOUTUBE
I LOVE ONE TREE HILL
I LOVE BROOKE & LUCAS

Number 2 is the BEST MOMENT EVER... "This is how I spent my summer, Luke...wanting you" AHMAHGAD!

Go ahead baby, run away again
I'm growing tired of chasing you
I know you only have time to love me when you got nothing better to do

My iTunes was on shuffle and this song just played... how sad :( Hahaha

Anyway, I finished summer class last Thursday. It wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be, and I guess I took it at the right time since I didn't go anywhere this summer. The only part that really really really sucks is that I only have 6 days left of freedom before school starts again. Ew

I swear, OTH always always always brings out the cheesy freak in me!!! I love this show forever and ever!

Lucas: I miss you. I do, Lindsay. I love you. Everyday I wake up and I have this ache in my chest. And sometimes I just sleep in, cause I don't wanna wake up... you're not gonna be there.
Lindsay: I love you too, Luke, you know that. But I can't be with you.
Lucas: Its okay. I'll publish the book if you edit it.
Lindsay: Luke...
Lucas: That's it. That's my offer. There'll be long nights, heated arguments, it'll be like we're married.
Lindsay: I'll edit the book because I believe in it. And I believe in you. But we can't be together.
Lucas: We will be. One of these days, you're gonna wake up and you feel that same me in your heart and you're gonna realize how much I love you. And whenever that day is, I'll still be waiting for you. And you'll come home to me.

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle's gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it... with all your heart.

To my best friend and best friend by connection,
Thank you for always taking care of me :)
I love you both until the end of time

Please, someone help me get through this week alive. :(

Sunset lover, you drive me completely crazy

Okay. WHO HAS SEEN THE MOVIE AUGUST RUSH? My heart is about to explode!

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Hahahaha.
The one time I thought it was for sure.
Guess not!

God, I love music! And I love the feeling of hearing new awesome awesome awesome songs!

Sorry Bob, but THIS is definitely the most heart breaking 2 (3) minutes of LIFE!!!

Friday
-AMT Reunion at Maita's house - I got there late cos of transportation boo boos, but it was so freaking fun anyway. I loved seeing everyone in uniform. I was in 'civilian' because ALL my uniforms were given away already! Golly. But yeah, we MUST do it again, and we gotta make sure it's on a day where there's nothing else happening!
-Left AMT early for Kevin's birthday party in Corinthians! I was only there for a while but I loved seeing everyone! Happy birthday hottest ME boy! Hahahaha!
-Den, Gia, Pao Leds and Mary picked up Iya and I and we all headed to Luigi's despedida in Chris' house. Don't leave! :( Oh, and Mosh and LA are the freaking BEST!

Saturday
-NSTP as usual. I got mad at one of my tutor kids. At first I was trying to control it, but then I just snapped... kulit eh hahahaha
-Headed straight to dance practice after, and I was hella late! But anyway, it was our first practice with the new choreographer, Sylvia, and SHE'S THE BEST! A bit strict but the dance is the cutest, and it's exactly how I imagined it to be. I mean, the same style. Hurrah!
-Stayed home the rest of the day until I went to Peninsula for dinner with my parents, tita and lola. My brother was at a party, sorry na!
-Ants and Javi picked me up, then we picked up Chiara and Mela in San Lo before heading to Fort. Met up with everyone and after super stressful (for Ants) shit, we finally got into Fly. The music was good as usual! I left with Magsy and Ange just when everyone was about to enter, but it's okay, I still had fun anyway. We must do it again, hopefully my curfew's later now that I'm an old hag!!

Sunday
-Lunch at home with the familia
-Mass
-Dinner in Cucina Victoria... Mels, I remembered you!
-Watched Vantage Point! The movie was nice, and I LOVED sexy sexy Matthew Fox hahahaha but the ending was pretty gay. It was bitin! But yeah, I liked it. Hahaha
-Pao made me gago that he was freaking missing my party = missing the dance = I'd have to replace him. I was super worrying about it na, and I was sad, until...

Monday
-I woke up and Pao told me he was kidding. Haha =/
-Watched the Oscars! Barely knew any of the people who won but I loved watching the live performance of So Close! The song is the cheesiest thing ever, but it's also the sweetest and I really really love it. When I first heard the song, I thought it was some old guy singing, but yun pala it's some young, hot guy! Yay!
-My Ninang Linda arrived from the states and we all went shopping in Rockwell/Glorietta for stuff for my party. FINALLY found shoes! Hurrah! Dance outfit nalang!
-Went straight to practice after the mall, and we were 21/22! Iya, you were missed, but I'm sure you'll be able to pick up the steps easily. I'm SO EXCITED!!!
-Got home and was super bumming and procrastinating when my dad comes in my room and is all "I have to talk to you" but I found it kinda weird cos 1) he was all dressed and 2) when we got to the living room, the air con was on, and it never is. But anyway, we walked to the kitchen and SURPRISEEE! Javi and Magsy popped out with a cake and this collage thing they made. I was so embarassed cos I was still gross from practice, so I ran away and took a shower then returned and said all my thanks. We talked and talked until it was almost 12 and they had to go. I SUPER LOVE THOSE 2, no words can explain. I'm so glad we got to spend time together! PATRISH, we missed you!

Tuesday
-Stayed up late cos I couldn't sleep, but that night it wasn't a bad thing cause I got to read everyone's birthday messages! I swear, some of them were so so sweet, I was really really kilig. Hahaha I LOVE MY FRIENDS, I am so lucky, for real.
-Woke up early and went to school. Accounting was useless as usual, and so was Soctec...
-Except for the end of the class, when my blockmates started singing and gave me a box of pizza and put this birthday hat on my head. They're the sweetest!
-On the way home, I picked up my mom and we passed by Glorietta to check on my cake
-When I got home, the girl at the lobby was like "Happy birthday, Camille" and handed me a rose. I was like, ummm okay, thanks. Kinda awkward, but I found it sweet. Then when my mom and I got off the elevator, there were rose petals everywhere! I was like "Shit, did the lobby girl do this too?" Hahaha but anyway, the rose petals led all the way to my room and when I opened the door SURPRISEEE! Mels, Migi, Den, Mary, Jed and Marco were there with a big sign, rose petals forming an 18, and a cake with candles that never went out! Hahaha. THANK YOU SO MUCH, you guys! I was so kilig, I swear! I didn't know what to say hahaha :) But thank you, thank you, thank you and I love all of you! I'm sorry for making you guys wait! Hahaha oh and Migi is still my desktop background, thank you very much.
-They stayed for a while and we just talked, then when they all left, my COUSIN CJ FROM AUSTRALIA ARRIVED! Like all of a sudden, I just heard someone shouting "CAMILLEEEE WHERE ARE YOU!" and there she was! She brought her 2 kids, Tori and Joaqui with her too! Hurrah! :)
-Had dinner with my family in Cafe Caruso (9!) and that was the end of my day.

I had the best day today. Thank you to everyone who surprised me, greeted me, and just...everyone. I felt HELLA loved today, and yeah. Thank youuu :) :) :)

Planning a debut is pretty freaking stressful =/

Just because I'm bored --

Monday
- Watched Schindler's List for Tred. I am so freaking stupid, I thought Oscar Schindler and the general guy were the same person (they super look alike to me) for the longest time... until I saw them talking to each other and got super confused
- Speecom was useless, all pairs were supposed to finish defending their topic (mine and Felipe's: Plyometrics) but we only got through like 5 since everyone was so into asking questions, haha. I love our teacher though... his name is Achilles Bazaar
- I attended the AA meeting (hahaha Alcoholics Anonymous...not) during break, but before going to the meeting, I finally got to see the old Taft group! I mean, the people who I used to be with during every break, but no longer see! Yay! Jaycy, Mia, Den, Ants & Felipe... tear!
- The meeting ended early so I went to Sex where Den, Ants, Mary, Mela & Justin were
- Kaspil was okay... I'm actually interested in the lesson because our gay teacher makes it so interesting! I mean, I get pissed because he talks so fast so it's hard to take notes, but I love him and the class anyway
- I got out early and didn't want to wait for my car, so I hitched to Makati with Franco, Maqui and Kleiner who were going to Jay's house. Once we got to Jay's, though, he wasn't even there. Maqui and Franco both thought the other was going to text Jay and yeah, they both ended up not telling him, haha. He arrived after a few minutes, we talked, and then I went home
- I was on Youtube for a good 2 hours watching all these different dance videos, trying to figure out what kind I wanted for my debut. Hahahaha!

K I'm tamad to update about today. Bye

Ok, more YouTube, sorry. But I came across this video and I super remember when it first came out! So first it's NSYNC and Aerosmith, and then Britney, Mary J Blige and Nelly come out to sing "Walk This Way" with them. IT'S THE BEST! I miss them!

I FREAKING LOVE THE HEROES CAST. ADOPT ME. THANKS!



That one's so cute. David Anders singing something from Jesus Christ Superstar. There are like a billion others here: http://www.youtube.com/user/buckshotwon, but I put all the cute ones ( hereee )

woo weekend woo!

friday
- met felipe in school at 930 to watch a speech for speecom
- visited my lovers in katipunan! rode there with felipe and pao ledesma, then they dropped me in yellow cab where i had lunch with kyna, franco, marc, ting, iya, leigh and peej. after lunch, the UP people went back to school and everyone else went to ateneo. saw maui and the others and yay! haha ting + franco jokes = the best
- rode home with jay then got ready to go back to school to watch danz dish. i thought it was going to be stupid and boring cause we were required to watch it for PE, but it was actually REALLY NICE! james was the star in like a billion dances! hahaha i was too proud.
- i left the show during intermission even though i wanted to stay because i wanted to be on time for JAVI'S SURPIRSE PARTY! it was super fun and javi was sooo happy. yay! casey = awesome

saturday
- got up hella early to be on time for community service. it actually wasn't so bad. i kinda missed my blockmates so it was cool. and the kids were really cute too. i'll be tutoring them every saturday morning, 9-12. makes me miss BERT and white cross! :(
- kevin and jeff dropped zet and i at the mrt station after comm service and we took the mrt to makati on our own! i've done it before but always with the boys, so it was a first! yay!
- had lunch, then met with my tita who is also the events planner for my debut! we started talking about all the details and i got pretty excited. PLEASE RESERVE MARCH 1! it'll be fun, i promise! or at least i hope so.
- MELA'S 19TH birthday party was the best! i had so much fun and i got to see so many people! and i LOVED all the signs around the place, the guitar hero room, the music, EVERYTHING. but the highlight of my night = dancing to NSYNC! and to stop, september and the way i are too! hahaha it was the best. i was so nostalgic, i remembered our grade school days... nsmb, being obsessed with the its gonna be me dance, my nsync folder (PEEJ! WHERE DID IT END UP haha) and everything else. actually, i watched all their old videos today on youtube and i was so freaking happy for some reason. hahaha nsync is my drug!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELA! your party was nothing short of kickass! haha i had the best time and so did everyone else. no one was thrown into the pool, so i'm happy that you had the drama-free night you wanted. you looked prettyful as always and i'm glad i was right there with you at 12! woohoo! love you forever and ever. cheers to many many more! cucina date soon

sunday
- dinner at tita nini's house in greenhills :) yay for family!

okay now count how many times i said "yay" in this post. hahaha school is shit :(

- i love chill days like today! i didn't have PE, so instead of having to go to school at freaking 8 am, class started at 1120. yay! accounting was boring as usual, but it ended early so felipe and i had time to get lunch before soctec. after i had my tea and flip had his nomi burger, we were ready for class...but when we got to andrew, the lines for the elevator were so freaking long. so after like 20 minutes of trying to decide and asking our classmates what they were doing, i finally cut. haha so felipe and i met up with ants, mela and sam in archer's. they ate and we fixed some stuff for my party then mela, ants and i went back to makati to meet with my tita (who's also the events planner for my debut!). we were too early though, so we went to polo first, where mary followed. we were supposed to meet my tita at 315 but we ended up meeting her in blue leaf an hour later, so i had to cancel my pilates. BOO. anyway, we talked about stuff for my party and saw the place, and i'm getting pretty excited! woo

- therese's lj entry about deleting her old lj made me appreciate this one even more. i've had it for almost 7 years, and thank god i've never thought of replacing it. this thing has seen me go through my neopets phase (shit, i was looking through my archives, and like A LOT of my first few entries are about freaking neopets haha), my angsty 13 year old phase, my entire high school life, and now my college life. oh miffythebunny, i love you and i'll never replace you. haha

- tommorow :)

Another Kanye/Justice-y video. Super cute!

OH MY GOD. ONE TREE HILL = LOVE FOREVER! Goosebumpssss. I love them all!